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Archive for 'Angst' Category
Uncle Mk 2
5 February 2007I’m an uncle again!
Congratulations are in order James and Natalie Stewart, who are celebrating the birth of Courtney Stewart, a healthy baby girl weighing in at 3.5 kilograms and born at 12:40 on Saturday 3rd.
Needless to say, my brother and his wife are very proud, but still find it all quite surreal. Adam and […]
Disappointed
25 January 2007Hello friends.
I’d like to say everything is great, but I have to admit I’m a little sad.
I recently got turned down for a promotion opportunity at work that I really wanted… I thought I had a good chance at it, being the most qualified and having good experience. It’s made me sit here and re-think […]
Post - Tuesday, 18 July 2006
18 July 2006Well that semester was a fucking disaster.
Another 6 months to my degree.
What the hell was I thinking?
Stonewall Revisited
8 January 2006Hello everyone.
What an interesting night… after spending today at the races, I found myself wound up at Stonewall for the birthday of , who I actually never ended up seeing because he went home early. I had with me and his lovely boy Wayne, who were down from Brisvegas and needed be shown […]
Recaffeinated
28 December 2005Well it’s turned into a two-coffee night.
I’m currently on a week of night shifts (1900 - 0700)… the first night was ok but I’m struggling a little tonight.
Considering that it’s been a fairly quiet week at work, I was going to try and think up new ideas for a redesign of my site, but for […]
Into life some rain must fall
5 November 2005It’s been a long time since I’ve cried.
I let loose tonight though. Poor Adam… sometimes he really does cop my emotions full blast sometimes!
The straw that broke me was the publication of marks of a major assignment I did earlier through the semester. The marks, as you can guess, were worse than woeful, they were […]
Post - Tuesday, 9 November 2004
9 November 2004Ok. I never sat the exam this morning.
I’ve been crying for most of today, and will probably continue most of the night. Seem to be holding together at the moment, but it’s a bit touch-and-go.
I haven’t been well lately.
I don’t know what it is, really. The doc put me on new meds the other day, […]
Post - Thursday, 4 November 2004
4 November 2004I’m not doing well.
Did fuck all today except watch episodes of “Stargate SG-1″.
I seem to have very self-destructive habits as of late. I will almost sabotage anything good that I have, for no reason that I can comprehend. I’m finding that eating is more of a chore, and an annoyance. As is sleeping. I’m hating […]
Post - Monday, 25 October 2004
25 October 2004Hi Boys and Girls.
It’s been a mixed weekend. There have been tears and smiles and very comfortable snuggling, and it’s a bit difficult to take a step back and try to let my logical abilities solve the problem for me. It’s something I was talking with about on Friday night… our similar predilections to […]
Post - Friday, 22 October 2004
22 October 2004I can’t seem to do anything right. Even when unintentional, I have a habit of unwittingly causing upset to people that I don’t mean to.
It astounds me. Just today, I was wondering to myself why it was that I have seem to have lost all feeling and compassion, in reference to my complete indifference […]